i don't stunt, i stunt hard and if the food ain't on the stove i hunt for it.

tomorrow is monday. today was mother's day.

i called eunice, and wished her a happy mother's day.

that was all i really had to say.

i can't really describe the relationship i have with my mom right now. 

it's pretty nonexistent.

so i left my house about a month and half ago. and have barely talked to her since then. 

i called her yesterday, wished her a happy mother's day and went on with my life. 

the doctor recommends that i create a new family for myself, he say sometimes people have to do that and i agree. it just kind of sucks because i look at the people around me and they have their families, and though i'm sure they have problems like all families do, they function, they work even in their own dysfunction. that's what i want, but i know that with my family it's only scrutiny, just constant fucking criticism as if these bitches are perfect. because honestly, if i let these bitches know they could all be shutup, but that's probably super disrespectful and i just don't want to deal with the drama, which is why once again there was a mother's day brunch at my aunt's house and i respectfully chose not to attend. 

janice should be here soon with my uncle's food card. i'm pretty hungry and i can get free food with that so i'm pumped. lmfao.

g's coming home today.

p.s. if you haven't already peeped that video of drake doing the stanky leg, you must. 

it made me shit my pants laughing.

P.S. REAL TALK we are going to see drake on the 20th in delaware, and i'm pumped. it's gonna be a budmusicalalcoholfestival of joy my friends. believe that. no joke. being serious because first we were gonna see him in NY, but didn't, then in RI, but didn't and NOW finally DEFINITELY going to see him in delaware, i just have to see my boy before he blows up.

yesterday was pretty fucking funny. some kids, no names, we're baked and thought of an idea.

hey we should chill outside an ATM and wait for someone to leave and use this bbgun to rob them. lmfao. from there, we just went more and more in depth of how we'd plan to exercise this plan of a rob and run. the person changed from innocent civilian to a budman, a really stupid budman. but both budman's were out of contact so the idea has been postponed  until further notice. sorry for the buzzkill kids. lmao.

eFFiNxDoRk (8:24:09 AM): lj;lkj;kl

ohwadupimgaby (8:24:42 AM): wat bitch ?

ohwadupimgaby (8:24:43 AM): lmao

eFFiNxDoRk (8:25:00 AM): hahaha lmao jjust woke up saying good morning

eFFiNxDoRk (8:25:27 AM): soooooo this lenard kid. he's your booski or what

eFFiNxDoRk (8:25:28 AM): hahahha

eFFiNxDoRk (8:25:32 AM): lmao

ohwadupimgaby (8:25:45 AM): lmaaaooo hell yeah

ohwadupimgaby (8:25:50 AM): thats my baby

eFFiNxDoRk (8:25:53 AM): aight aight

eFFiNxDoRk (8:25:56 AM): hahaah

ohwadupimgaby (8:26:06 AM): lolllllloll

eFFiNxDoRk (8:26:08 AM): where you at?

ohwadupimgaby (8:26:17 AM): in my bed nigga!!!!

eFFiNxDoRk (8:26:23 AM): aHAHAHHAHAHA'

eFFiNxDoRk (8:26:33 AM): damn b my bad

eFFiNxDoRk (8:26:35 AM): ahahha

ohwadupimgaby (8:26:52 AM): lmaaao

ohwadupimgaby (8:27:11 AM): evverybodys hittin me up like it aint maddd early n shit!

ohwadupimgaby (8:27:11 AM): smh

ohwadupimgaby (8:27:18 AM): nards like WAKE UP

eFFiNxDoRk (8:27:19 AM): hahahahahahah

ohwadupimgaby (8:27:21 AM): im like Y

ohwadupimgaby (8:27:31 AM): and hes like cuz im up1

ohwadupimgaby (8:27:47 AM): im like nigga please bye!

eFFiNxDoRk (8:28:00 AM): hahah true yall shoukd go take a walk toigother or something

eFFiNxDoRk (8:28:03 AM): hahhaa

eFFiNxDoRk (8:28:10 AM): oop nvm

eFFiNxDoRk (8:28:15 AM): haajah

ohwadupimgaby (8:28:37 AM): loll naaah. he has an interview so hes mad hype

eFFiNxDoRk (8:28:49 AM): yeah i just peepedf in his status

eFFiNxDoRk (8:28:51 AM): hahahaha

ohwadupimgaby (8:29:15 AM): lmaaaooo

eFFiNxDoRk (8:29:29 AM): hahahahha

ohwadupimgaby (8:30:12 AM): y ru up creep

eFFiNxDoRk (8:30:12 AM): so what's good is this nigga comin to boston so i can give him the third degree

eFFiNxDoRk (8:30:14 AM): hahahahhaa

eFFiNxDoRk (8:30:29 AM): because facebook makes you creepy.

eFFiNxDoRk (8:30:31 AM): i sear

eFFiNxDoRk (8:30:32 AM): hahha

eFFiNxDoRk (8:30:34 AM): swear*

ohwadupimgaby (8:30:42 AM): llmaao oh hes comin!!  i already told him!

eFFiNxDoRk (8:30:48 AM): hahhah trueeee

eFFiNxDoRk (8:30:50 AM): i'm puimpeed

ohwadupimgaby (8:31:00 AM): i was like uhh my friends r crazy

ohwadupimgaby (8:31:13 AM): my moms meeting him today soo nervous

eFFiNxDoRk (8:31:43 AM): ahahhah truee she'll like him she's bee like ohhh lenard hahahahhaha

eFFiNxDoRk (8:31:45 AM): hahhaha

eFFiNxDoRk (8:32:00 AM): do you want somethiong to eat,

eFFiNxDoRk (8:32:02 AM): some shit.

eFFiNxDoRk (8:32:03 AM): hahahah

ohwadupimgaby (8:32:08 AM): hahaah i hope sooo

ohwadupimgaby (8:32:09 AM): oh maaannn

eFFiNxDoRk (8:32:20 AM): wat

ohwadupimgaby (8:32:37 AM): nothin

ohwadupimgaby (8:32:54 AM): she said if she likes him he can come stay with us

eFFiNxDoRk (8:33:27 AM): oooooo. allie says wasddup i'm at her house sjhe also said wheneva you wanna bang lett her know

eFFiNxDoRk (8:33:41 AM): hahahaha jp

eFFiNxDoRk (8:33:49 AM): jk*

ohwadupimgaby (8:33:50 AM): waaat

eFFiNxDoRk (8:33:59 AM): hahah nothing

ohwadupimgaby (8:34:02 AM): ohh

eFFiNxDoRk (8:34:05 AM): that nice of your mom

eFFiNxDoRk (8:34:14 AM): anmdsfdd great for youuu

eFFiNxDoRk (8:34:20 AM): ujmmm penisssss

ohwadupimgaby (8:34:34 AM): OMG BRITTANY

eFFiNxDoRk (8:34:41 AM): hahahaha]

ohwadupimgaby (8:34:46 AM): the. dick. is. amazing.

ohwadupimgaby (8:34:47 AM): amazing

ohwadupimgaby (8:34:50 AM): brilliant

ohwadupimgaby (8:34:56 AM): CRAZY

ohwadupimgaby (8:35:04 AM): shiiiitttttt

ohwadupimgaby (8:35:05 AM): omg

eFFiNxDoRk (8:35:23 AM): wow congrat my friend are your reyes rolling in the back of yoyr head

eFFiNxDoRk (8:35:24 AM): hahah

ohwadupimgaby (8:35:42 AM): lmao they WERE

ohwadupimgaby (8:36:01 AM): but dont worry ill tell u all that wen i see you

eFFiNxDoRk (8:36:07 AM): hahahah k

eFFiNxDoRk (8:36:19 AM): i'll hit you up later skank

ohwadupimgaby (8:36:42 AM): alright

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so you spit on the nigga?
i heard you was humpin that nigga like you was a dog.
you can just go around humpin' niggas.









sorry for spitting on you kenny.


iwasn't trying to say nothing but i was mad shocked.

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ohwadupimgaby (8:36:48 AM): ciao ima go back to sleep

ohwadupimgaby (8:37:00 AM): OM.FG I HATE YOUU

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our away messages preceded as follows:

sleeppppp miss you g.

back to sleep. miss you b !

so i've been twittering recently and i still don't know how i feel about it, but it's 10:11 

and i told my g ma i'd be outta here by 11, so it's time to start getting ready snatches.

i'm out. we'll chat later.

and yeah i know it's a pretty good read but god who'd wanna be, god you'd wanna be such an asshole.

it's budgirl's birthday, technically not but we're celebrating i suppose. or not, budgirl and budman are passed out and i'm sitting here posting this blog and watching ironman. 

today was to be blunt, bluntly. hahha. tomorrow i will type up some very rough pages from the book on here. 

by the way iron man, is amazing. if you haven't seen in then, go to google type in project free tv. then go to movies, 2008 and find iron man. yeah it's worth it.

we spent the day at the mall, smoking blunts, being potheads, eating, and now sleeping. i think it's pretty funny. budgirl loves that we all have the same interest, how we just enjoy chillin.

i got a couple new rings i'm pretty happy about that. 

in recent celebrity news:

another hacked celebrity.

or it was chris.

i think it was.

that kids lame.

sorry.

so my boy drake it blowing up, as predicted.

yo this movie is bomb, i'm definitely gonna see the 2nd one. 

it's sucks they replaced terrence howard for whathisname.

lmao. don cheadle. definitely not a whatshisname type of guy.

colonel james rhodes in the movie.

i hope budgirl had a good day.

i had a good time, i'm excited to post some of the book tomorrow, i mean like personally. 

those pictures make me want to go to the aquarium. haha not the rihanna heroes, the jellyfish.

i am iron man.

lmfao.

i had to post that. 

loves it!

i'm pumped for g to come home!! we're gonna fuckin' tear it up this summer. 

it's gonna be hella fun. 

So here's the link the to trailer for Princess and the frog, and I agree with G on this one, i dunno about this. i could be wrong. but i dunno.  

Princess and the Frog trailer:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6DmEgtibOg&feature=player_embedded

but i'm off. later.

control yourself, take only what you need from it.

soo while typing this post it looked so funny, and i was wondering why and it was because i was in the edit html tab instead of the compost one, so i couldn't see any of the pictures, or the SURPRISE video i posted.


in recent celebrity news:

oh my god! snatch! cassie! snatch!

yes it's a bit much even for me i'll probably have to take it down.

it's definitely a nudey pic.

lmfao!!!

today was pretty odd. i woke up around 7, got up around 7 30, headed over to dunkies about an hour later. tomorrow, i have to go back at 9 00 even without my social security card. i have to call the social security office tomorrow, so i can get a new one before tuesday. as in monday.

ughh. FML. writing tomorrow definitely, i'm on a personal deadline but i don't like to force anything. but usually when i start the rest just comes out. 

i miss dominic. 

talked to him today. 

i signed on, imed him he immediately signs off.

then i sign off.

21 minutes later sign back on:

dom69234 (1:00:54 PM):[Offline IM sent 21m ago] yes?

eFFiNxDoRk (1:21:22 PM): nothing

eFFiNxDoRk (1:21:24 PM): haha

dom69234 (1:22:16 PM): true haha

eFFiNxDoRk (1:22:29 PM): what are you up to/

dom69234 (1:24:02 PM): trying to fucking finish school

dom69234 (1:24:04 PM): what about you?

eFFiNxDoRk (1:24:44 PM): just working, trying to save money for this apt., getting a tattoo today!

dom69234 (1:25:06 PM): nicenice

dom69234 (1:25:07 PM): of what

dom69234 (1:25:14 PM): it better not be something retarted

eFFiNxDoRk (1:25:38 PM): hahahahah

eFFiNxDoRk (1:26:25 PM): i'm gonna get stubborn beauty written on my chest with three stars in between the words in 64 pt. font, i still haven't decided the font i want though only the size

dom69234 (1:27:08 PM): you should just get a star on each boob haha

eFFiNxDoRk (1:27:12 PM): hahahahhahaha

eFFiNxDoRk (1:27:22 PM): that would beee sooo funny

dom69234 (1:27:36 PM): i was thinking about getting a plate of spaghetti and meatballs with italy written above it in cursive

dom69234 (1:27:37 PM): haha

eFFiNxDoRk (1:27:43 PM): omg you should

eFFiNxDoRk (1:27:47 PM): that would be greatttt

dom69234 (1:28:11 PM): and then kyle was gunna get a potato with ireland written over it

eFFiNxDoRk (1:28:16 PM): hahahhahaha

eFFiNxDoRk (1:28:18 PM): dooo itt

eFFiNxDoRk (1:28:23 PM): please

eFFiNxDoRk (1:28:24 PM): hahah

eFFiNxDoRk (1:28:41 PM): where do you go to school?

dom69234 (1:29:05 PM): middlesex

eFFiNxDoRk (1:29:17 PM): you like it ?.

dom69234 (1:29:28 PM): yea its alright

eFFiNxDoRk (1:29:45 PM): true

eFFiNxDoRk (1:30:02 PM): what are you up to this weekend

dom69234 (1:30:41 PM): nothin fuckin chillin

dom69234 (1:30:48 PM): are you gunna be bummin it in wayland again this summer?

eFFiNxDoRk (1:30:51 PM): hahahah

eFFiNxDoRk (1:31:00 PM): definitely not.

eFFiNxDoRk (1:31:04 PM): wayaldn is a black hole

eFFiNxDoRk (1:31:10 PM): hahaha but i'll come around

eFFiNxDoRk (1:31:21 PM): prolly alot people are comign back home now

dom69234 (1:31:37 PM): i couldnt tell ya iv lost contact with everyone

eFFiNxDoRk (1:31:40 PM): yeah

eFFiNxDoRk (1:32:04 PM): same here like they'll hit me yup and i say hey. then some thingl ike ooo we should chill and then its over. hahah

dom69234 (1:32:31 PM): i dont even talk to anyone

eFFiNxDoRk (1:32:34 PM): no one

dom69234 (1:32:40 PM): iv talked to yo more than anyone else

dom69234 (1:32:47 PM): well mikes gone

eFFiNxDoRk (1:32:48 PM): are you serious

eFFiNxDoRk (1:32:49 PM): yeah

dom69234 (1:32:56 PM): bobs always off doing something

eFFiNxDoRk (1:33:06 PM): yeah i was chillin with cassie on our birthday

dom69234 (1:33:08 PM): chris brandon mitton eric are all at school

eFFiNxDoRk (1:33:10 PM): and she waslike i chill with bobby alot

eFFiNxDoRk (1:33:11 PM): yeah

dom69234 (1:33:15 PM): yea she told me haha

eFFiNxDoRk (1:33:17 PM): haahh

eFFiNxDoRk (1:33:40 PM): she saw you own her like 1.3 grams or something i shit my pants laughing

eFFiNxDoRk (1:33:42 PM): hahahha

dom69234 (1:34:13 PM): yea thats not happenin

eFFiNxDoRk (1:34:18 PM): exaclt

eFFiNxDoRk (1:34:20 PM): hahahah

eFFiNxDoRk (1:34:27 PM): i was just like yeahh good luck with that

eFFiNxDoRk (1:34:28 PM): hahhaha

eFFiNxDoRk (1:35:42 PM): omggg i forgot to tell you i went to wayland like two weeks ago. to this kid marshalls house. and he's pissed at me now becuase my firned anthony stole his bubbler. it was pretty funny

dom69234 (1:36:14 PM): hell yea haha

eFFiNxDoRk (1:36:21 PM): hahah

eFFiNxDoRk (1:37:09 PM): buttttt yeah i've been in this library for about three hours. so i think it's about time to head home. i'll talk to you laterrr/ see you soon i think i dunno. probably. i dunno i'll call yoou. haha

dom69234 (1:37:39 PM): i wanna see this tat

eFFiNxDoRk (1:37:41 PM): yeahhh

eFFiNxDoRk (1:37:45 PM): its gonna be sick

dom69234 (1:37:47 PM): so let me kno ill drive into boston some night and we can get shitty

eFFiNxDoRk (1:37:52 PM): hahah yes!!!

dom69234 (1:37:55 PM): in your basement hah

eFFiNxDoRk (1:37:57 PM): hahahah hellyeah

eFFiNxDoRk (1:38:00 PM): it'll be great

eFFiNxDoRk (1:38:06 PM): bye dominic

dom69234 (1:38:08 PM): im excited

dom69234 (1:38:09 PM): adios

we do this all the time plan shit and never follow through, 

butttttttt it the SUMMERRRR, fuck yes. so we're good to go, i'm done with everything.

about the be on my grind working fulltime.

making like 320/wk. so 1280/mth

so out of that 320/wk. half gets taken out direct in savings.

$160.00 left.

phone- $70.00-$90.00/mth

groceries.- $25.00-$30.00/wk

hair-$30.00/2 weeks (bomb!)
other yummy favorite nuggety things-tbd. lmfao.

it's 2:02 i have to wake up in about five hour and thirty five minutes.

but i'm glad.

it's better than sleeping in with no job making no money.

where was about four days ago.

today we were gonna get a budman to scoot over to anthony's house to drop off 3.5 in the pouring rain.

it was fucking hilarious. 

we decided not too.

today i'm posting my first video about nothing, well something i hold dear to my heart.

roasting them gummy bears. enjoy, i sure did. those gummy bears taste delicious.

goodnight.

a great goodnight song is:

suddenly everything has changed by the postal service

we're starting video series of the nugget crew: the real life versions 

of budman, budgirl, and nugget. look out for updates. i'm fucking pumped. 

tomorrow i have to post some of the rules in the dunkies handbook yooo, it's 

crazyy!

yummy gummy bears.

dearest, - though you're the nearest to my heart please don't ever, ever say we'll part.

i thought all those girls were fuckin fierce. so dunkies called i got the job, i have to be there tomorrow at 9:00 am to fill out paperwork. yay for me! full time job.

money in the fuckin bank. i'm pumped, so now i can definitely get that tattoo tomorrow, with the money my dad sends me. everything is slowly, but surely coming together my friends.

sure it's not much, but it's a start and you have to start somewhere. i'm pretty happy right now.

i could smoke a blunt. 

yummmyyyy. blunts. 

that sounds delicious right now. budgirl get's out of class early today and tomorrow is payday for her and gaylord. sooo all three of us will be pretty stacked.

the plan is coming together. 

i need to make another list though, and continue writing. i want to be done with the rough draft by the end the summer. the only other thing i want to be doing other than working and saving money, is writing that book. and pushing the nuggets with budgirl.

we've decided that we need to buy a safe, i agree. once i get the apartment with danielle we'll be good to go with a place to put it. i should prolly not talk to much about that on here. 

speaking of danielle she's home, i called her last night around 10 when i got in but there was no answer. i'll hit her up today, hopefully we'll chill. 

i need to get out of here. my grandma's house that is. she's going to honduras in july, but i honestly want to be out of her WAY before that. the family is getting more and more hostile by the day, and i just don't know how much longer i can deal with it. 

i miss my dad alot, i don't know when he plans to be back in boston, but i honestly think NO time soon. it's ok, i'll be stronger in the end for going through this. that's what i have to remind myself.

it'll all be worth it in the end when i'm sitting out on my seemingly endless piece of land smoking a blunt, with my book finished, and a movie in the works.

that's what i want. 

that's what i'll have.

i have a dentist&doctor's appointment this month. i don't know when i know it's like the third week of may i think. can't forget that. 

chris brown is having a low key party for his birthday next tuesday says ONTD. his life must really suck now, but hey that's on him.

the kiddies are watching elmo's world, you should see this they're going crazy.

i'm telling you if this shit that's on tv now is doing well then i know the chronicles of budgirl & company will make millions.

here's a verse from my boy to start you day.

i like a long haired thick red bun 
open up her legs then filet mignon that pussy 
ima get in and on that pussy 
if she let me in ima own that pussy 
gon throw it back and bust it open like you posed to 
girl I got that dope dick 
now come here let me dope you 
you gon be a dope fiend 
your friends should call you dopey 
tell em keep my name out they mouth if they dont know me 

things to do:

save $$!!

tattoo!!

buy safe!

buy cardboard boxes!!!

leave grandma's!!!

get hair done!

figure out school situation in september!!!

i'm off to shower.

well you've got the perfect disguise and you're looking ok

weellll i woke up a couple hours ago.

pretty happy, i think i'm gonna start typing the book on the computer. 

i don't know i think it's a bit soon. 

i feel like if i start typing it i'm gonna lose something. 

when i'm writing it's strraight from my mind to the paper, when i'm typing i stop 

and think. the keyboard ends up being the middle man.

i dunno, maybe i'm tweakin. 

today is tuesday the office comes on tonight.

wow so this whole family continues to try and start shit with me, 

my aunt's here. and i'm trying not to let it bother me. first off she grabs the comforter off the couch and proceeds to throw it on the ground. 

then yells at me when the kids start giving each other chariot rides with that same comforter that SHE placed on the floor. 

i told her, you were the one who threw the comforter on the floor, while i fold it up.

here's the facebook message i receieved from my cousin preditta:

Hello Brittany

I wondered why u didn't make it to your granmma's 80th bday party. That wasn't cool! I actually think it was selfish. I know u have issues with ur mom but this was more important especially since u are staying in her house when she isn't supposed to have anyone doing that. People have said that u are ungrateful. I didn't think so but now I wonder. I do think that u need to evaluate the decisions u are making and their long term impact. 

I say all this to say I am really disappointed in you not that it matters. I hope in time whatever u are going through will end and you figure things out. If you can call me if u want but if not I understand (well I don't but clinically it makes sense, sorry I am a therapist by trade). 

On a side not I want to tell u once gramma goes to honduras in july u won't be able to stay at her place. Sorry to tell u this way but I lost ur number. 

Preditta

After i read it i laughed, but that's not the point. One, I live with my grandma so I saw her on her birthday and let her a week before that I would not be able to attend her birthday party, so it was no surprise to her that i wasn't there. Two, her birthday party was at my mother's house. Why would i go there right now, I'm not ready and did not feel that my mother, nor the rest of my family would've been able to make it through the whole night without and issue/argument starting. If they tell you otherwise they're liars, and are lying. I know them, and myself and at least I'm being honest in saying that. And, if it wasn't my mother that started with me, it would've been one of my big mouth aunts, or cousins.

i've been reading tales of ordinary madness even though i still haven't finished pulp though i'm about 40 pages away from being done. bukowski, is definitely inspiration. i talked to sisco today.

yungfrisko (11:43:52 AM): HEY!!!

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Auto Response from eFFiNxDoRk (11:43:53 AM): take my breath away.

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eFFiNxDoRk (11:44:00 AM): what's up

yungfrisko (11:44:07 AM): HAPPY BDAY!!!

eFFiNxDoRk (11:44:16 AM): oh my

eFFiNxDoRk (11:44:19 AM): thank youuuuu

yungfrisko (11:44:31 AM): how old are you now?

eFFiNxDoRk (11:44:34 AM): 19

eFFiNxDoRk (11:44:35 AM): haha

yungfrisko (11:44:37 AM): 40 something?

eFFiNxDoRk (11:44:39 AM): hhahahhaah

eFFiNxDoRk (11:44:51 AM): what are you up to?

yungfrisko (11:45:01 AM): at the office

eFFiNxDoRk (11:45:07 AM): mmmmmmmmm true

yungfrisko (11:45:09 AM): sending music to the blogs

eFFiNxDoRk (11:45:13 AM): truee

eFFiNxDoRk (11:45:26 AM): i really like your blog.

yungfrisko (11:45:39 AM): Why thank you.

eFFiNxDoRk (11:45:46 AM): hahah your welcome.

eFFiNxDoRk (11:45:57 AM): sooooo

eFFiNxDoRk (11:46:02 AM): what are you up to this summer.

yungfrisko (11:46:56 AM): i might be going on a 4-6 state tour.

eFFiNxDoRk (11:47:04 AM): oooo really

yungfrisko (11:47:11 AM): its not official yet. but i might be.

eFFiNxDoRk (11:47:18 AM): which states are you thinking of

yungfrisko (11:49:25 AM): ny, ohio, gorgia,illinois

eFFiNxDoRk (11:49:33 AM): okkk okkk

eFFiNxDoRk (11:49:44 AM): well i think you should do it.

eFFiNxDoRk (11:49:45 AM): hhhaha

eFFiNxDoRk (11:49:48 AM): that's just my opinion

yungfrisko (11:50:12 AM): if everything goes right i def will.

eFFiNxDoRk (11:50:16 AM): tur

eFFiNxDoRk (11:50:17 AM): e

yungfrisko (11:50:42 AM): Sup with you? what your summer looking like?

eFFiNxDoRk (11:51:53 AM): working, making money, and writing my book/ movie hopefully it'll be finished by the end the summer. that's the goal.

yungfrisko (11:52:11 AM): ooo i like movies.

yungfrisko (11:52:16 AM): what kind?

eFFiNxDoRk (11:52:19 AM): hahah you'll like this one alot

eFFiNxDoRk (11:53:18 AM): it's a dirty drama/comedy/bromance selfwritten self edited autobiography haha

eFFiNxDoRk (11:54:37 AM): a better juno, without the pregnancy just the style of the movie

eFFiNxDoRk (11:54:37 AM): haha

yungfrisko (11:55:32 AM): lol

yungfrisko (11:55:49 AM): it'll be a fair portrayal im sure

eFFiNxDoRk (11:55:56 AM): oh it will

eFFiNxDoRk (11:55:56 AM): hahah

eFFiNxDoRk (11:57:47 AM): i mean i've decided that writing is what i want to do. this book is gonna make or break me so i mean i'm putting everything i have into it. but i dunno i feel like it's what i was meant to do.

yungfrisko (11:58:39 AM): have you been writing?

eFFiNxDoRk (12:00:15 PM): yeah

eFFiNxDoRk (12:00:18 PM): everyday

yungfrisko (12:00:32 PM): whats the book about?

eFFiNxDoRk (12:03:05 PM): everything, metco, my parents, being a runaway, stealing, depression, high school, drugs, fame, honduras, boys, sex, music,  the comic strip, the list goes on of things that are discussed.

yungfrisko (12:03:39 PM): Can i help?

eFFiNxDoRk (12:03:47 PM): yes yes if you'd like

yungfrisko (12:04:21 PM): i dont know how i could, but if theres any way i could, let me know.

eFFiNxDoRk (12:04:29 PM): i will

eFFiNxDoRk (12:04:31 PM): i will

eFFiNxDoRk (12:05:05 PM): promo hello, help the vision, i can send you pieces of it once i start to type it up you can be my honest opinion.

eFFiNxDoRk (12:05:11 PM): that would be a really big help

yungfrisko (12:06:23 PM): ight bet.

yungfrisko (12:06:40 PM): save my email address (frskpurple@gmail.com)

eFFiNxDoRk (12:06:48 PM): ok

yungfrisko (12:16:09 PM): one more thing

eFFiNxDoRk (12:16:12 PM): yeah

yungfrisko (12:16:24 PM): im havin a partyfor my 21st

yungfrisko (12:16:31 PM): at the end of this month

eFFiNxDoRk (12:16:33 PM): awwwwww

eFFiNxDoRk (12:16:36 PM): yay1!!!1

eFFiNxDoRk (12:16:38 PM): i'll be ther

eFFiNxDoRk (12:17:10 PM): tell me the date

eFFiNxDoRk (12:17:11 PM): oooo

eFFiNxDoRk (12:17:13 PM): i'm so excited

eFFiNxDoRk (12:17:14 PM): haha

yungfrisko (12:18:18 PM): the party is on the 30th

eFFiNxDoRk (12:18:21 PM): ok

yungfrisko signed off at 12:20:58 PM.

i gotta go my computer is still broken i suppose.

fuck everyone.

i gotta sweet tooth.

miaou-a bird in the hand. 

sitting here watching that 70s show.

my laptop is back on.

thursday is tattoo day hopefully.

if not thursday then saturday.

i started working with ksm on saturday,

which was kinda also my birthday which turned out alright.

just went in for an interview at dunkies today.

i think it went well, i hope he gives me a chance.

i need a real fulltime job.

from there. then the nugop starts.

i'm still writing my autobiography, it's going well.

i'm writing pretty often, but definitely not as often as i'll be needing to.

i'm making moves, it's the way out. when i finish the book, i'll read it through, edit the 

fuck out of it. read it a billion more times.

from there it's too the websites. 

straight to the people.

available online.

livejournal. OHNOTHEYDIDN'T.myspace.twitter.facebook.theblog.

tothecopyplace.

then the independent bookstores.

wait for response then i suppose.

so there it is. if they like it i push it harder and further, and if it's meant to be

it'll be. danielle's back home tomorrow.

that makes me super fucking happy&excited.

we're gonna be on our fucking grind this summer.

oh wait. so starting tomorrow starts the grind.

can't wait for my dad's birthday money on thursday.

if i see this education connection commercial again i'm gonna flip the fuck out.

well it's 2:18 am, so i'm off to my couch to lay, and doze off to what i like about you.

many eventful things happened that will be added to the comic strip.

you will be knocked off your seat in laughter.

oh saw the trailer for the second transformers.

shia you had me at hello, but it looks amazing.

and my book will make your face go, so read it:

i will come to you and tell you of your many charms

i've been thinking alot, alot about the book/script and how i'm gonna tell my story. it'll start with pieces of my last year at the mather, wow the mather seems like yesterday honestly i still remember so many kids from that school. there were definitely many characters there.  anyway, then of course leaving mather elementary school in dorchester, massachusetts to go to loker elementary school in wayland, massachusetts. first off where the fuck is wayland, massachusetts. my first wayland experience was going not to loker for the day but the other of 3 elementary schools in the town of wayland. happy hollow. there i met four girls who i will always remain friendly with because of our instant child girlie connection. i don't know. anyway so i don't end up going to happy hollow but to loker, the "lame" elementary school. claypit was where all the northies went because the town of wayland was also divided into two: north wayland, and south wayland. oh by the way i lived in mattapan, massachusetts my whole life in high school my friends called it murderpan. it's pretty dangerous there, but when i was 10 we moved to wellington hill street still in mattapan but it just seemed lie another world away from what people think mattapan is like. i knew all my neighbors, and it was pretty boring the houses on my street were pretty nice actually, including my own. my family kind of upgraded our lifestyle when we moved there. from renting that 2 family house on river street to owning our own house i mean looking back on it now i think it was an upgrade. 

sorry to interrupt myself. but i'd just like to say that itunes forced it .99 cents to 1.29 what the fuck is that about, YOUR MAKING BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, you should be giving us a fucking break. are you trying to encourage people to steal music. YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING UP. YOU GUYS FORCED IT.