It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out.

i'm getting antsy, feeling like it's time to take the next step in the plan.

when i get my social security card, and actually start training week, and working at dunkies

i'm moving in with danielle. i'm anxious, excited because i'll be getting money steadily.

it just feels like everyday i'm getting closer and closer. but at the same time i have to keep myself humble, and remind myself that it takes time, that i need to keep my mind right. stay focused, and to what i need to do to get what i want. i was sitting in the park yesterday and i was just looking around at all these other people, the ones who choose normality, who chose to live the lives of the majority, want the things that the majority have, go through the things that the majority of people do. and they do chose to lead those lives, everyone makes a choice that will take them down a certain road. so i'm going to everything i have to, to make it.

that was my rant of the day.

i'm off, i'm at anthony's we're watching the wire.

i'll be home early tonight, maybe another late night post.

p.s. my notebook is m.i.a. i'm freaking the fuck out.

and drake is blowing up.

fuck miss california. she has fake tits. bfd. get a fucking life america. what do you expect, it's a fucking beauty contest. and in america, apparently fake tits are beautiful.

p.s.s. michael's home!

and yeah i know it's a pretty good read but god who'd wanna be, god you'd wanna be such an asshole.

it's budgirl's birthday, technically not but we're celebrating i suppose. or not, budgirl and budman are passed out and i'm sitting here posting this blog and watching ironman. 

today was to be blunt, bluntly. hahha. tomorrow i will type up some very rough pages from the book on here. 

by the way iron man, is amazing. if you haven't seen in then, go to google type in project free tv. then go to movies, 2008 and find iron man. yeah it's worth it.

we spent the day at the mall, smoking blunts, being potheads, eating, and now sleeping. i think it's pretty funny. budgirl loves that we all have the same interest, how we just enjoy chillin.

i got a couple new rings i'm pretty happy about that. 

in recent celebrity news:

another hacked celebrity.

or it was chris.

i think it was.

that kids lame.

sorry.

so my boy drake it blowing up, as predicted.

yo this movie is bomb, i'm definitely gonna see the 2nd one. 

it's sucks they replaced terrence howard for whathisname.

lmao. don cheadle. definitely not a whatshisname type of guy.

colonel james rhodes in the movie.

i hope budgirl had a good day.

i had a good time, i'm excited to post some of the book tomorrow, i mean like personally. 

those pictures make me want to go to the aquarium. haha not the rihanna heroes, the jellyfish.

i am iron man.

lmfao.

i had to post that. 

loves it!

i'm pumped for g to come home!! we're gonna fuckin' tear it up this summer. 

it's gonna be hella fun. 

So here's the link the to trailer for Princess and the frog, and I agree with G on this one, i dunno about this. i could be wrong. but i dunno.  

Princess and the Frog trailer:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6DmEgtibOg&feature=player_embedded

but i'm off. later.

i will come to you and tell you of your many charms

i've been thinking alot, alot about the book/script and how i'm gonna tell my story. it'll start with pieces of my last year at the mather, wow the mather seems like yesterday honestly i still remember so many kids from that school. there were definitely many characters there.  anyway, then of course leaving mather elementary school in dorchester, massachusetts to go to loker elementary school in wayland, massachusetts. first off where the fuck is wayland, massachusetts. my first wayland experience was going not to loker for the day but the other of 3 elementary schools in the town of wayland. happy hollow. there i met four girls who i will always remain friendly with because of our instant child girlie connection. i don't know. anyway so i don't end up going to happy hollow but to loker, the "lame" elementary school. claypit was where all the northies went because the town of wayland was also divided into two: north wayland, and south wayland. oh by the way i lived in mattapan, massachusetts my whole life in high school my friends called it murderpan. it's pretty dangerous there, but when i was 10 we moved to wellington hill street still in mattapan but it just seemed lie another world away from what people think mattapan is like. i knew all my neighbors, and it was pretty boring the houses on my street were pretty nice actually, including my own. my family kind of upgraded our lifestyle when we moved there. from renting that 2 family house on river street to owning our own house i mean looking back on it now i think it was an upgrade. 

sorry to interrupt myself. but i'd just like to say that itunes forced it .99 cents to 1.29 what the fuck is that about, YOUR MAKING BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, you should be giving us a fucking break. are you trying to encourage people to steal music. YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING UP. YOU GUYS FORCED IT.

i get high with a little help from my friends.

i wish this thing had a last.fm scrobbler so you could see what i'm listening too.

and no it not usually the line i put in the title.

today's picture post was a bit different.

but those pictures can make any frown turn upside down.

watching blue's clues right now.

i fucking love that show.

steve is the shit.

i hate that new guy, so i only let my cousin watching old blue's clues episodes.

things to do:

schoolwork.

DOCTORS!

shownauter!

get dressed!

catering JOB!

money!!!!

license!

that's where my priorities 

MAIL TIME ON BLUES CLUES.

so i've been sick for the past three days.

it was at it's worst yesterday for about 20 hours. 

then today was alright.

i threw up twice.

yesterday i threw up like seven or eight times.

can't keep anything down.

today i threw up have the cheese pizza that i tried to eat last night 

when i thought i felt a little better.

lnugs just hit me up.

budgirl has the day off.

the crew is chillin today.

so i'm gonna have to shower.

and get dressed.

eeeeiiiioooouu.

i dunno what that was.

oh and here's an update on the comic strip: 

we have now done the first animations of budgirl, and budman.

i'll scan them on here when we've got the final product.

in high school my friend nickle b and i came up with a name for all our friends: the butt brigade.

because we ALL smoked butts like it was out jobs.

hahah today on blues clues instead of a thinking chair they had a rock chair.

it was a special nature themed episode.

cute.

next post i'll make a playlist.

look forward to it.