Wednesday, May 6

dearest, - though you're the nearest to my heart please don't ever, ever say we'll part.






i thought all those girls were fuckin fierce. so dunkies called i got the job, i have to be there tomorrow at 9:00 am to fill out paperwork. yay for me! full time job.
money in the fuckin bank. i'm pumped, so now i can definitely get that tattoo tomorrow, with the money my dad sends me. everything is slowly, but surely coming together my friends.

sure it's not much, but it's a start and you have to start somewhere. i'm pretty happy right now.
i could smoke a blunt. 
yummmyyyy. blunts. 

that sounds delicious right now. budgirl get's out of class early today and tomorrow is payday for her and gaylord. sooo all three of us will be pretty stacked.
the plan is coming together. 

i need to make another list though, and continue writing. i want to be done with the rough draft by the end the summer. the only other thing i want to be doing other than working and saving money, is writing that book. and pushing the nuggets with budgirl.

we've decided that we need to buy a safe, i agree. once i get the apartment with danielle we'll be good to go with a place to put it. i should prolly not talk to much about that on here. 

speaking of danielle she's home, i called her last night around 10 when i got in but there was no answer. i'll hit her up today, hopefully we'll chill. 

i need to get out of here. my grandma's house that is. she's going to honduras in july, but i honestly want to be out of her WAY before that. the family is getting more and more hostile by the day, and i just don't know how much longer i can deal with it. 

i miss my dad alot, i don't know when he plans to be back in boston, but i honestly think NO time soon. it's ok, i'll be stronger in the end for going through this. that's what i have to remind myself.

it'll all be worth it in the end when i'm sitting out on my seemingly endless piece of land smoking a blunt, with my book finished, and a movie in the works.
that's what i want. 
that's what i'll have.

i have a dentist&doctor's appointment this month. i don't know when i know it's like the third week of may i think. can't forget that. 

chris brown is having a low key party for his birthday next tuesday says ONTD. his life must really suck now, but hey that's on him.
the kiddies are watching elmo's world, you should see this they're going crazy.
i'm telling you if this shit that's on tv now is doing well then i know the chronicles of budgirl & company will make millions.

here's a verse from my boy to start you day.
i like a long haired thick red bun 
open up her legs then filet mignon that pussy 
ima get in and on that pussy 
if she let me in ima own that pussy 
gon throw it back and bust it open like you posed to 
girl I got that dope dick 
now come here let me dope you 
you gon be a dope fiend 
your friends should call you dopey 
tell em keep my name out they mouth if they dont know me 

things to do:
save $$!!
tattoo!!
buy safe!
buy cardboard boxes!!!
leave grandma's!!!
get hair done!
figure out school situation in september!!!

i'm off to shower.

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