so i've been pretty busy, yet not really busy at all. just writing, working on this mixtape. constantly doubting myself. and whether or not i'm capable of doing this. same story blah fucking blah.
anyway, i met a new guy. he's pretty adorable. he's pretty fixed on himself. a musician. and i know he's putting up this front to make himself seem more "HIP." or down with the brizown as a boy i once knew said. i hate that. are people still uncomfortable being themselves, when amongst people of another race. is it really that serious? those are my only complaints. it's a pretty big turnoff. yet his face, and those tattoos, and that guitar. are a really big turn on.
hahaha. i just don't know what to do with myself. i might post up some lyrics later. usually when i post them on hear i edit them a little bit.
my life needs editing. wish i could copy and paste things in. lol. i'm a mess.
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p.s. new infatuation: hitherebrithere.tumblr.com
if you haven't already follow me on twitter. twitter.com/hitherebrithere
miaou-a bird in the hand make things alright download that song. maybe i've told you that before. but this band is no joke.
post-rock, shoegaze, experimental, math rock music is just another level of music. that makes you feel, and just strikes you.
1. "The Hangover," Warner Bros., $44,979,319 (New) that's what i like to see people. going to see that today.
in brittany news: i got my hair done. it looks pretty, but i feel like a totally different person. who knew a hair change could do that. appearance to me is, not everything, but the way i look has always been a statement. ______ world's end girlfriend-call past rain farewell kingdom ______ in wayne news: i'm shedding a tear. this might just be speculation, i heard the same about lauren london. we'll see i suppose. According to photographer and industry insider, FreddyO, singer Nivea is pregnant with rapper Lil Wayne’s baby. This is what Freddy had to say: “I would like to be the first to send my congratulations to [Nivea] and her baby daddy soon-to- be husband Wayne. The two are said to be marrying within the next few months. Hummmm I wonder about that. Wayne will also be having a child with the one and only Ms. Lauren London who is also pregnant by him . WOW…. I wonder what they said when they both found out about each other…” In all, Lil Wayne has two children: daughter Reginae Carter, with his high school sweetheart Antonia “Toya” Johnson and son Dwayne Carter III, who was born on October 22, 2008. The rapper is also expecting a baby with actress Lauren London due later this year. Nivea, on the other hand, has three children with her ex-husband, Producer Terius “The Dream” Nash.
________ i live criticism everyday. ________ just in anne hathaway playing judy garland. i'm confident in that. did you see havoc? if you doubt anne's ability to act her motherfucking ass off.
Anne Hathaway is terrified about taking on the role of iconic singer Judy Garland - branding herself "insane" for agreeing to play the late star in a biopic. The Devil Wears Prada actress will play the Wizard of Oz legend in a big screen adaptation of biographer Gerald Clarke's 2001 book Get Happy: The Life of Judy Garland. And despite showing off her song-and-dance skills during a musical medley with Hugh Jackman at the Oscars in February, Hathaway still isn't sure she has the talents to do the part justice. She tells the New York Daily News, "I think I'm either naive or insane to play her - maybe a little bit of both!" But at least Hathaway has the backing of another musical veteran - Garland's daughter Liza Minnelli. She adds, "I haven't had a chance to talk to her about it yet, but I understand that as long as I treat Judy with respect - which of course I will - Liza is very happy about it." ______ built to spill- bad light keep it like a secret ______
in miley news: she's just being miley. the fickle teen she is. p.s. your ex looks way better than nick jonas. c'mon miley. maybe it's his purity that keeps calling her back.
Gone are the times of romantic, helmet-free bike rides and sweet sushi lunches. Miley Cyrus and Justin Gaston are so over. The 16-year-old starlet has ended her nine-month romance with the 20-year-old underwear model, sources close to the duo exclusively confirm to E! News.
The Hannah Montana star called things off last week as she prepared to leave Los Angeles for two months to shoot her Nicholas Sparks movie, The Last Song, in Savannah, Ga.
Speculation of trouble peaked yesterday when the two simultaneously twittered about tears and goodbyes.
A source close to the couple says both of them are really heartbroken over the split.
However, word is distance may not have been the only thing to come between the two. A certain famous ex-BF may have exacerbated the rift...
Gaston, a Louisiana native, has told pals that the star's resurrected friendship with Nick Jonas this spring was his Achilles' heel.
"She obviously has been hanging out with Nick again a lot, and Justin was cool with it at first, as long as it was just a cool, friendly thing," says an insider. "She didn't cheat, but I guess Nick was trying to get her back the whole time."
In fact, photos of the former pop power couple goofing around during a video shoot surfaced just yesterday. And Saturday, Cyrus left a mildly mysterious message on her Twitter account.
"I'm in a dark theater 'writing' a song with nick j who is rockin a faded eggplant shirt! :)"
"Writing" is a euphemism for what, exactly, Miles?
Not only will Cyrus have a new man soon, she also has a new agent.
E! News has learned that the starlet dropped her agents at United Talent Agency and is now represented by CAA. Cyrus's music career has long been handled by CAA, but UTA represented her TV and film acting projects.
A rep for Cyrus had no comment.
______ neil young- heart of gold. ______
in hip hop news: who is max b? he's the shit. end of story. Max B is a former member of Dipset and the Jim Jones Byrd Gang.
Former Byrd Gang associate Charles "Max B" Wingate has reportedly been found guilty on multiple felony murder conspiracy charges stemming from a fatal 2006 robbery. While details are still scarce, the rapper has reportedly been detained by police after being read a guilty verdict Tuesday (June 9) morning. Max B's verdict was announced just moments ago in the Bergen County Court House. He along with his brother were found guilty of 9 out of 11 counts. Max B was detained immediately. His sentencing date is set for July 30, 2009. Witnesses state Max B kept his head up and "took his verdict like a man". He did not break down once and remained strong through the entire verdict. His attorney plans to appeal the verdict. (Hip Hop Stan) Max previously spoke on his legal case and prepared for his trial earlier this year. "I'm just gonna leave it up to God and my lawyer Gerald Saluti, you know," he said in an interview. "Everything will work out. I'm just gonna let him do his job. I'm here on time. I'm at every court appearance, you know, I'm just here. People stay strong for me. Keep the support up." (Max B TV) It was Max' former girlfriend who accepted a plea deal and implicated him in a fatal robbery. Gina Conway and two others were charged with murder after a botched robbery at the Holiday Inn on Route 4 ended in the shooting death of one of the victims in September 2006. Conway met David Taylor and Allan "Jay" Plowden and told her boyfriend that the two men drove flashy cars and carried a lot of cash. The boyfriend, Charly "Max B" Wingate then recruited an associate to rob Taylor and Plowden, prosecutors said. (North Jersey News) Max's laywer, Gerald Saluti, previously spoke with SOHH about Max's trial. "It doesn't hurt his case in the least bit. You're talking about a person facing anywhere from 30 years to life basically attempting to snitch against Max and Kelvin Leerdam," Saluti said. "It is our position that Max B will be completely vindicated after the trial, which I think will be starting in April -- I relish the opportunity to cross examine Gina Conway." (SOHH)
PESHAWAR, Pakistan (AP) -- Officials says a huge bomb has exploded at a luxury hotel in the Pakistani city of Peshawar, killing at least five people and wounding 25 others.
Police official Liaqat Ali says gunmen stormed into the Pearl Continental Hotel in the northwestern city on Tuesday night just before ''a big bomb went off.'' Sahibzada Anis, a top government official in Peshawar, says at least five people were killed and 25 wounded. The blast is the latest in a string of attacks in Pakistani cities in recent weeks that officials say are revenge for a military offensive against Taliban militants in the Swat Valley.
in weather news: Glastonbury 2009 to be hit by a monsoon? If experts are correct, prepare to pack your wellies, waterproofs, snorkelling gear and dinghies. Still, on the positive side of things, you're unlikely to need that factor 50 sun cream.. A Hard Rain's a-Gonna Fall ... will the deluge come to this year's Glastonbury? First the good news: light showers have not been predicted for this year's Glastonbury. The bad news, however, is that experts are predicting a monsoon instead. Yes, a monsoon. Dr Craig Wallace of the University of Southampton has studied computer models of the weather over the last three decades. He noted that two monsoons sweep across Europe each June, explaining why this particular summer month is prone to downpours. Dr Wallace told the Times that the annual monsoon was the reason for bad weather in previous years and is likely to strike again, though it is impossible to predict exactly when. Over on the glastowatch.co.uk site, weather predictions for the festival appear to confirm distinctly monsoon-like qualities, saying the weekend of 26-28 June will be "a tad hot, rainy and windy". The site names the long-range forecaster metcheck.com as its source. The lineup for this year's festival was announced at the end of last month and includes headline performances from Neil Young, Bruce Springtseen and Blur. The Guardian is the official media sponsor of Glastonbury festival, which will take place between the 25-29 June 2009, come rain or monsoon.
________ modest mouse-life like weeds. the moon and antarctica ________ George Tiller's clinic will close in the wake of the Wichita abortion provider's shooting death, lawyers for the Tiller family said today. Lee Thompson and Dan Monnat, the family's lawyers, said in a statement that the clinic, Women's Health Care Services, will be permanently closed, effective immediately. Tiller family members will not be involved in any other similar clinic, the statement said. "We are proud of the service and courage shown by our husband and father and know that women's health care needs have been met because of his dedication and service," the family said, adding that they plan to honor Tiller's memory through private charitable activities. Tiller was shot to death on May 31 while serving as an usher at his church. Scott Roeder is being held in the Sedgwick County Jail on charges of first-degree murder and aggravated assault in connection with the shooting.
angelina's dad babbling something or the other: Jon Voight blasted President Barack Obama at the Republican congressional fundraiser dinner at the Washington Convention Center on Monday (June 8) in Washington D.C. Here are snippets from the 70-year-old actor’s fiery speech:
“Are we supposed to sitting and waiting, watching for the possibility of a new Holocaust? Who’s going to take the responsibility to keep America, I mean Israel, safe. I’ll tell you why this really scares the hell out of me. Everything Obama has recommended has turned out to be disastrous. “It saddens me greatly to think we were the great powerful good in the world. We as Americans knew America to be strong. We were the liberators of the entire world. We are becoming a weak nation. “Obama really thinks he is a soft-spoken Julius Caeser. He think he’s going to conquer the world with his soft-spoken sweet talk and really thiin he’s going to bring all of the enemies of the world into a little playground, where they’ll swing each other back and forth. “We and we alone are the right frame of mind to free this nation from this Obama oppression. Let’s give thanks to [Republicans] for not giving up and staying the course to bring an end to this false prophet, Obama.”
republican on republican violence: http://community.livejournal.com/ontd_political/3293898.html#cutid1
Bound, blindfolded and beaten – by Israeli troops Children among Palestinian detainees abused during West Bank operation, according to soldiers' confessions
Two Israeli officers have testified that troops in the West Bank beat, bound and blindfolded Palestinian civilians as young as 14. The damaging disclosures by two sergeants of the Kfir Brigade include descriptions of abuses they say they witnessed during a search-and-detain operation involving hundreds of troops in Hares village on 26 March. The testimonies have been seen by The Independent and are expected to add fuel to the controversy over recent remarks by Colonel Itai Virob, commander of Kfir Brigade, in which he said violence against detained Palestinians was justified in order to accomplish missions.
Both the soldiers, from the Harub battalion, highlighted the tight tying of the plastic hand restraints placed on detainees. "There are people who think you need to tighten the restraints all the way, until no drop of blood will pass from here to there," one soldier said. "It doesn't take much time until the hands turn blue. There were a lot of people that you know weren't feeling anything." He said about 150 Palestinians, some as young as 14, were bound, blindfolded and detained at the village school during the operation, which lasted from 3am to 3pm. He was told it was aimed at preventing village youths throwing stones against nearby settler roads. It was clear many of the people detained had done nothing wrong, but they were held to gather intelligence, he said. The worst beatings were in the bathrooms, he said. "The soldiers who took [detainees] to the toilet just exploded [over] them with beatings; cursed them with no reason. When they took one Arab to the toilet so that he could urinate, one of them gave him a slap that brought him to the ground. He had been handcuffed from behind with a nylon restraint and blindfolded. He wasn't insolent, he didn't do anything to get on anyone's nerves ... [it was] just because he's an Arab. He was something like 15 years old." The soldier said he saw a lot of soldiers "just knee [Palestinians] because it's boring, because you stand there 10 hours, you're not doing anything, so they beat people up." A second soldier described a "fanatical atmosphere" during the search operations. "We would go into a house and turn the whole thing upside down," he recalled, but no weapons were found. "They confiscated kitchen knives." The first soldier said involvement was widespread."There were a lot of reservists that participated, and they totally had a celebration on the Palestinians: curses, humiliation, pulling hair and ears, kicks, slaps. These things were the norm." He said the incidents in the toilet were the "extreme" and added that the beatings did not draw blood. They were "dry beatings, but it's still a beating". The second soldier said some troops stole from houses they searched, even though the people were so poor it was hard for them to find anything to take. Last month, Colonel Virob testified in a military court that hitting detained Palestinians could be justified. "Standing them against walls, pushing them, a blow that doesn't cause injury. Certainly, these are things that are commonly used in an attempt to accomplish the mission," he said. Despite a reprimand of Colonel Virob by the head of central command, General Shamni, and a disavowal by army chief of staff Lt General Gabi Ashkenazi, the remarks are seen by Breaking the Silence, an organisation that collects testimonies of soldiers, as proof that the alleged abuses in Hares cannot be dismissed as an isolated occurrence or low-level improvisations. In Hares, Ihab Shamlawi, a university student, recalled watching as a high school pupil asked soldiers permission to go to the bathroom. "They put him on the floor, they kicked his legs and beat him," he said. Ten or 15 other soldiers were watching, Mr Shamlawi recalled. "They all laughed," he said. The army spokesman's office yesterday said an investigation had been opened and added that, following Colonel Virob's previous remarks, General Shamni had distributed pamphlets to troops underscoring that "when someone is detained, stopped or held ... Israel Defence Force soldiers ... are absolutely and clearly forbidden to use any force or violence against them".
another reminder that the world is still fucked up: AZ Lawmakers Move To End Domestic Partnership Benefits For State Employees: http://community.livejournal.com/ontd_political/3295909.html#cutid1
this will make you laugh: national omelette. http://community.livejournal.com/ontd_political/3296432.html#cutid1
i've been thinking alot, alot about the book/script and how i'm gonna tell my story. it'll start with pieces of my last year at the mather, wow the mather seems like yesterday honestly i still remember so many kids from that school. there were definitely many characters there. anyway, then of course leaving mather elementary school in dorchester, massachusetts to go to loker elementary school in wayland, massachusetts. first off where the fuck is wayland, massachusetts. my first wayland experience was going not to loker for the day but the other of 3 elementary schools in the town of wayland. happy hollow. there i met four girls who i will always remain friendly with because of our instant child girlie connection. i don't know. anyway so i don't end up going to happy hollow but to loker, the "lame" elementary school. claypit was where all the northies went because the town of wayland was also divided into two: north wayland, and south wayland. oh by the way i lived in mattapan, massachusetts my whole life in high school my friends called it murderpan. it's pretty dangerous there, but when i was 10 we moved to wellington hill street still in mattapan but it just seemed lie another world away from what people think mattapan is like. i knew all my neighbors, and it was pretty boring the houses on my street were pretty nice actually, including my own. my family kind of upgraded our lifestyle when we moved there. from renting that 2 family house on river street to owning our own house i mean looking back on it now i think it was an upgrade.
sorry to interrupt myself. but i'd just like to say that itunes forced it .99 cents to 1.29 what the fuck is that about, YOUR MAKING BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, you should be giving us a fucking break. are you trying to encourage people to steal music. YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING UP. YOU GUYS FORCED IT.
telling me i just had someone try to sell me booze
through my window.
i'm sitting here like editing this fucking blog clueless.
like what are you talking about?
how and why would i do that?
she's like you've already made your connections.
i'm like really mom? are you serious?
eFFiNxDoRk (2:13:01 PM):someone apparently just came to my hoseu to try and sell me some water bottle of l through my window
eFFiNxDoRk (2:13:17 PM):my mom comes BUSTING in my fucking room being like this is what i'm tlaking about
eFFiNxDoRk (2:13:27 PM):I'M like WTF? is she talking about
eFFiNxDoRk (2:13:33 PM):like i had no clue i'm like mom
eFFiNxDoRk (2:13:37 PM):what are you talking about
eFFiNxDoRk (2:14:31 PM):and she's like i'm in the living roomwatching gthis all happen like someone walk in my driveway... i'ml iekWHOOO WHOOO WHOOO and shes like you already made your connections ... I'M LIKE huhh what connections i'm sitting in my room writing this fucking blog my nigga l
eFFiNxDoRk (2:14:37 PM):like SHESSSSSS A PSYCHOOO
ohwadupimgaby (2:14:59 PM): LMAO
eFFiNxDoRk (2:15:04 PM):for real
ohwadupimgaby (2:15:05 PM): i had a dream about her
yeah, instead of retyping.
she's just determined to fucking flip out at me for everything.
i need to get out of here.
still apartment and job hunting on craigslist.
i've gotten some responses back and two job interviews on friday.
Auto Response from ohwadupimgaby (5:13:33 PM): i sent your man a message i said ill see him when i can he sent me one back but i aint never read it cuz dick is only dick & i get it when i need it.
w/ camacho.
thirty seconds before i read that message i was thinking of that song
and my response to that line:
i sent you one back.
try an act like you don't need it.
cuz i ain't only pussy so when text you bettah read it.
lmao.
i wanna see movies of my dreams.
I wanna see it when you get stoned on a cloudy breezy desert afternoon I wanna see it untame itself and break its owner.
i'm brittany.
in person i am everything and more.
-drakedrizzyrogers.
i lived in honduras for 141 days.
i go to umass boston.2338679.
i ran away from home once for two months.
i'm a vegetarian.
i don't want to live in the united states.
i believe in a lot of stuff.
most people love me.
i love pbr.
i love post rock, math rock, indie, shoegaze.
modest mouse inspires my life.
music does that, but modest mouse especially.
i love basement shows.
i get jealous easy.
i'm extremely critical
i'm pretty loud.
i hate when people litter.
i love to touch people.
i'm hispanic.
i've gotten my heart broken. alot.
i love boys.
i love life.
and laughing.
i'm own people in facebook scrabble.
i say "wallin" alot.
geraldo rivera's mustache bothers me.
mustaches kinda bother me.
i'm gonna be famous.
cause i got that swagboy
the swag you never had boy. -wayne.
i'm moving to NY in 7-9 months.
the grass will be greener on the other side.
