ahahahahahhahahaha. i think he does.
so yeah that was my conversation.
tonight we're taking these lifted pills.
their legal. spose to give you waves of relaxation& euphoria. idk we'llsee.
i wanted to get the salvia but the chick at
the register tweaked danielle out.
seinfeld just came on.
we just smoked some bongs.
last night i was thinking about how i want to make it to the top. what 's the plan.
and i know i'm gonna write.
i 'm gonna write my story, and it's gonna make me millions.
i know it will.
brittany. it'll be 100% true and raw, real.
it has everything sex, love, heartbreak, drama, family bullshit, drugs, music, society.
it'll just take you in and at this time i think it's something people would want to see.
the people will be real, but i would change their names.
i'm gonna sell the world my life. my story. it's gonna be fucking great, but it might ruin me, destroy me. but i think it'll give me everything i've ever wanted.
why would people want to hear my story because it'll fucking sell. they'll wanna hear because my life is that fucking crazy. in push the main character starts off saying where should i start from now this moment on, or the beginning.
i have to start mine from the beginning, i mean maybe not my birth but from the age of about 9 to now. i have no ending because my story isn't over.
i put my life on these words: this story will make or break me.
but i know it'll make me.
danielle says it'll be on some juno shit.
we'll see.
i'm gonna be on some brittany shit.
loves it!
i think that's why i admire drake so much, he speaks the truth and he's coming up for his hard work& just his raw talent & people seeing that the shit he was saying was real. like forget wheelchair jimmy, he got people to see through that. at least that's how i feel.
i know that when i walk into a room and start meeting people, talking to them they rarely forget me. i'm unforgettable & want to tell the world who i am, i want them to read my story, then see my story. it'll be in script form i think. because i want it to be a movie. it's to great to not be put on film. it will not be butchered it will me ang lee beautiful. american beauty dramatic. juno funny. from there i want to focus on the comic strip, develop, and produce that idea with the help of jointgirl (lily), budgirl (jacque), budman (anthony), and nugget (myself). that's my plan. i'm gonna definitely be utilizing facebook& ohnotheydidn't to send the story around. i'll split it into parts& see what the people think. if they'll even read it. hopefully they'll read. they'll love it. they'll hate it & tell their friends, and maybe they'll love it, then maybe i'll go from there. god this blog is long. sorry, alright i'm off.
tattoos:
stubborn beauty
so much beauty in dirt
peace.paz.paix.shalom.
yndi halda.
dr.seuss sleeve.
nautical stars.
may peace prevail on earth.
Ughh
I’m just so far gone
October’s own
Please leave me alone
Drunk off champagne
Screaming in the phone
See my house is not a home
Fuck is going on
Where did we go wrong
Where do we belong
Caught up in the game
And its one I can’t post pone
Meaning if it rains
I’m the one its raining on
With my diamond chain’s on
Still nothing setting stone
Women borrow sweaters
That I spray with my cologne
And tell me don’t forget them
And I promise that I won’t
Feeling so distant from everyone I’ve known
To make everybody happy
I think I would need a clone
Places we get flown
Parties that we’ve thrown
I done more for this city
Than these rappers that have blown
Its only been 3 years
Look at how I’ve grown
I’m just in my zone
I call this shit the calm
Yeah
But I’m the furthest thing from calm
Dedicated to my mom
And I swear my word is bond
Everything will be okay
And it wont even take that long
You can see it in my face
Even read it on my palm
Leader of the new school
Its proven and its known
I’m sittin’ in a chair
But in the future, it’s a throne
I know you like to worry
It’d be better if you don’t
Cuz….
You know…
Everything gone be all right
I promise
I apologize to you know
Put y’all in this position
40 Mama always say
Don’t ask permission, just ask forgiveness you know
So uhh
Forgive me
Yeah
virginia tech two years ago today. rip & i'm sorry for every person that was affected by the events carried out that day.
Im the same as I was when I was 6 years old
And oh my God I feel so damn old
I dont really feel anything
On a plane, I can see the tiny lights below
And oh my god, they look so alone
Do they really feel anything?
Oh my god, Ive gotta gotta gotta gotta move on
Where do you move when what youre moving from
Is yourself?
The universe works on a math equation
That never even ever really even is any end
Infinity spirals out creation
Were on the tip of its tongue, and it is saying
We aint sure where you stand
You aint machines and you aint land
And the plants and the animals, they are linked
And the plants and the animals eat each other
Oh my God and oh my cat
I told my dad what I need
Well I dont want to have and want
But I dont know what I need
Well, he said he said he said he said
Where were going Im dead.
schweppes ginger ale definitely not as good as canada dry. says brittany hendricks.
