you can help me figure out this time.

my mother is a fucking psychopath.

she just came busting in my room 

telling me i just had someone try to sell me booze

through my window.

i'm sitting here like editing this fucking blog clueless.

like what are you talking about?

how and why would i do that? 

she's like you've already made your connections.

i'm like really mom? are you serious?

eFFiNxDoRk (2:13:01 PM): someone apparently just came to my hoseu to try and sell me some water bottle of l through my window

eFFiNxDoRk (2:13:17 PM): my mom comes BUSTING in my fucking room being like this is what i'm tlaking about

eFFiNxDoRk (2:13:27 PM): I'M like WTF? is she talking about

eFFiNxDoRk (2:13:33 PM): like i had no clue i'm like mom

eFFiNxDoRk (2:13:37 PM): what are you talking about

eFFiNxDoRk (2:14:31 PM): and she's like i'm in the living roomwatching gthis all happen like someone walk in my driveway... i'ml iekWHOOO WHOOO WHOOO and shes like you already made your connections ... I'M LIKE huhh what connections i'm sitting in my room writing this fucking blog my nigga l

eFFiNxDoRk (2:14:37 PM): like SHESSSSSS A PSYCHOOO

ohwadupimgaby (2:14:59 PM): LMAO

eFFiNxDoRk (2:15:04 PM): for real

ohwadupimgaby (2:15:05 PM): i had a dream about her

yeah, instead of retyping.

she's just determined to fucking flip out at me for everything.

i need to get out of here.

still apartment and job hunting on craigslist.

i've gotten some responses back and two job interviews on friday.

i'm pretty excited.

i've been saving money, but i need a job.

still haven't heard from my dad.

pissed about that.

i really need some kind of support.

i get none from my mom, or brother, or my dad.

i need to study for this mwc midterm on friday.

still no phone.

no life.

blahhh.

as long as it's talking with you, talk of the weather will do.

so i have a job interview on friday.

i think i have two, i have to check my email.

just the beginning to my way up and out.

eFFiNxDoRk (5:13:32 PM): yeayeah

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Auto Response from ohwadupimgaby (5:13:33 PM): i sent your man a message
i said ill see him when i can
he sent me one back
but i aint never read it
cuz dick is only dick
& i get it when i need it.



w/ camacho. 

thirty seconds before i read that message i was thinking of that song 

and my response to that line:

i sent you one back.

try an act like you don't need it.

cuz i ain't only pussy so when text you bettah read it.

lmao.

i wanna see movies of my dreams.

I wanna see it when you get stoned on a cloudy breezy desert afternoon
I wanna see it untame itself and break its owner.