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okay so this kid just really made my day.
honest to god. it's now about an hour and half after what i wrote below this but i'm on twitter. because yeah it fascinates the fuck out of me. anyway, i'm following this kid. and he's like in case you didn't know i'm b.dot jay and his myspace.com/bdotjay.
this kid's are on some fly shit. for real.
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i lost my wallet, i'm super pissed, extra annoyed just ugh. why. my dad just sent me some money and i'd really like to blow it on my tattoo, but danielle continues to say it's not a great idea.
i still think i should go for it. either way at least the money hasn't been spent yet. i honestly haven't a clue where my wallet could be i've called the two places i've been. no good. and i've checked the car, across the street, and the house like 502490582452 times. no good. FML. not the ultimate but the biggest in a while.
i really wanted to get my hair done too though, i mean ultimately i think the tattoo will have to wait but still a girl can dream. speaking of dreams aka the story of my the life. the longshot. umm still jobless. still loveless. i'm just alot less than i was in all aspects of my life right now.
i feel so much like nothing some days it scares me, and i feel myself going down the hole into a depressive state. so i try to pull myself out each time just becoming that much more difficult. i don't know, but things are okay, i'm here still for a reason.
in recent celebrity news:
"megan fox is a butch bull dyke."
megan fox lost so much weight during a period of depression, her hair started to fall out. The star grew paranoid she was only successful as a result of her good looks, and deliberately piled on the pounds. But her weight dropped dramatically when she became obsessed with her image while shooting scenes for upcoming movie Jennifer's Body. Fox plays a high school cheerleader who turns into a man-eating killer when she is possessed by a demon in the film. And she tried to convince herself she was losing weight in an effort to prepare for the role - but secretly knew it was because she felt so low.
Fox tells Britain's GQ magazine, "Really my only job is to look attractive. I was so angry about that, that I went in the opposite direction. I turned into a really butch bull dyke for, like, six months... Then I went in the other direction. From being a giant motorcycle-riding lesbian, I turned into a zombie. I lost, like, 30 pounds." She adds, "I was like, 'I'm losing weight for the movie'. I was telling myself I was being method (method acting), which was so outrageous and ridiculous and not true. "But I ended up getting sick and my hair started falling out and I was like, 'Oh fuck. I can't do this'... You lose too much weight, you're not getting your vitamins, you get sick. I was really skinny. I was depressed."
the ten day forecast just in case you were wondering:
honest to god. it's now about an hour and half after what i wrote below this but i'm on twitter. because yeah it fascinates the fuck out of me. anyway, i'm following this kid. and he's like in case you didn't know i'm b.dot jay and his myspace.com/bdotjay.
this kid's are on some fly shit. for real.
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i lost my wallet, i'm super pissed, extra annoyed just ugh. why. my dad just sent me some money and i'd really like to blow it on my tattoo, but danielle continues to say it's not a great idea.
i still think i should go for it. either way at least the money hasn't been spent yet. i honestly haven't a clue where my wallet could be i've called the two places i've been. no good. and i've checked the car, across the street, and the house like 502490582452 times. no good. FML. not the ultimate but the biggest in a while.
i really wanted to get my hair done too though, i mean ultimately i think the tattoo will have to wait but still a girl can dream. speaking of dreams aka the story of my the life. the longshot. umm still jobless. still loveless. i'm just alot less than i was in all aspects of my life right now.
i feel so much like nothing some days it scares me, and i feel myself going down the hole into a depressive state. so i try to pull myself out each time just becoming that much more difficult. i don't know, but things are okay, i'm here still for a reason.
in recent celebrity news:
"megan fox is a butch bull dyke."
megan fox lost so much weight during a period of depression, her hair started to fall out. The star grew paranoid she was only successful as a result of her good looks, and deliberately piled on the pounds. But her weight dropped dramatically when she became obsessed with her image while shooting scenes for upcoming movie Jennifer's Body. Fox plays a high school cheerleader who turns into a man-eating killer when she is possessed by a demon in the film. And she tried to convince herself she was losing weight in an effort to prepare for the role - but secretly knew it was because she felt so low.
Fox tells Britain's GQ magazine, "Really my only job is to look attractive. I was so angry about that, that I went in the opposite direction. I turned into a really butch bull dyke for, like, six months... Then I went in the other direction. From being a giant motorcycle-riding lesbian, I turned into a zombie. I lost, like, 30 pounds." She adds, "I was like, 'I'm losing weight for the movie'. I was telling myself I was being method (method acting), which was so outrageous and ridiculous and not true. "But I ended up getting sick and my hair started falling out and I was like, 'Oh fuck. I can't do this'... You lose too much weight, you're not getting your vitamins, you get sick. I was really skinny. I was depressed."
the ten day forecast just in case you were wondering:
High /Low (°F)Precip. %
TonightJun 06
Mostly Clear
55°10 %
Sun Jun 07
Partly Cloudy
77°/58°10 %
Mon Jun 08
Partly Cloudy
74°/55°10 %
Tue Jun 09
Showers
60°/53°40 %
Wed Jun 10
Showers
68°/54°40 %
Thu Jun 11
Showers
68°/55°40 %
Fri Jun 12
Showers
68°/54°40 %
Sat Jun 13
Partly Cloudy
74°/56°20 %
Sun Jun 14
Showers
75°/59°60 %
Mon Jun 15
Partly Cloudy
75°/57°20 %
i got my.i got i got mah scarf around my neck.
fly shit. GET HIP kids.
