i'm in wilkesbury, pa right now with danielle at her school, sitting here on the computer

about to smoke a blunt in bobby's honor. 

tomorrow we're gonna go to some hyphie club, so that should be good.

i have my fake id so we'll be good to go.

finally got someone to buy my guitar even though i really don't want to sell it i honestly, 

have no choice.

i almost talked to my dad today, he has danielle's number so hopefully he'll call back.

if not i'll call him again tomorrow. i miss him, alot. he's the only person i have.

listening to m83 right now, which is making me smile.

i've been thinking alot about how happy i've been since i've left my house.

and i knwo i'm happier because i'm free, even though practically the whole time i've been gone i've been pretty broke. but i'm not gonna let the fact that i'm broke depress me, my day it's not worth it.

it's not worth it to upset myself or anyone else with it, everything WILL workout. i just have to be a whole other level of strong at this point.

drake is gonna be in NY on the 17&18th i think, i know def. the 18th and i will def. be there to see him. 

IT HAS TO BE DONE.

this maserati song reminds me of friday night lights for some reason.

oooohhh and around 7 we're going to see adventureland so i'm pretty pumped for that.

things to do:

wait for callback.

email KSM staffing again.

wait for background check/CORI to go through.

tattoo.

figuring out school in the summer&september.

wait for dad to callback.

when i get back to boston things i must deal with:

gammy.

the family!

mail at 112.

school.school.school.

work.work.work.

oh & btw we found the apartment, it's a 2 bedroom condo across from carney hospital like,

two seconds away from ashmont. newly renovated, walk in closets. probably gonna be from 1100-1400/month.

i've been wishing&hoping for a love.

i just want that one boy.